wow wow wow.

God is amazing. He truly answers prayers, but I don't want it to stop here.

I need Him to provide more. MUCH more.  :D

The past couple of days, He's been gently nudging me to be more vulnerable.

To let my guard down. To let people see me beyond the initial facade I have. To talk about my dreams. my visions. my experiences. myself.

And, I'm learning the hard way that... 

I need to pray, but I also need to be prayed for.

I need to heal, but I also need to be healed.

I need to love, but I also need to be loved.

almost done.... it's 12:10 am before my last final, and I've been procrastinating the whole weekend.
.....

there are so many other things to do than "study". like eat the WORD. pray. sing. enjoy the weather. enjoy creation. bask in His glory. make other people happy. pray. pray. pray. and pray.

i can't wait until summer when i'll have time to get my priorities straight.
(and have time to squeeze in gym-time)

it's time to MOVE WITH PRAYER!
hallelujahhhhhh.

i need DISCERNMENT.

My God is a LIVING God.
I still can't fully wrap my head around it. He is a LIVING God.
And here I am, going through the motions of life not really understanding the power behind the fact that my God is a LIVING God.
There's so much power, healing, forgiveness, joy and love in the truth, but what am I doing with it? Absolutely nothing.
I am ashamed at myself.

So again, I humbly ask for forgiveness, and pray for a heart of passion that will move me into unstoppable action. :)

EPIPHANY

I'll admit it. I've been selfish. Really selfish.

Please forgive me.

...through His eyes.

Seeing how busy the past couple of months have been since school started in August,

I don't know how much of the world i'll be seeing in the next four years....

making it seem like the theme of this blog is a little outdated...

but then again, who knows? 

maybe i'll start seeing the ordinary, the mundane, the "normal" things of my own world in a different light. 

maybe i'll have revelations on beauty. creative ideas and doodles. photos i take that aren't too shabby. movies and musicals. recipes that make my mouth water.... 

maybe i'll even start seeing my notes on pulmonary gas exchange as intriguing...

I want more satisfaction, but am i looking in the right places?

no. and i know it.

must. go. back. to. the. cross.

must. fall on my knees. and pray. for my heart to be filled with the greater things in life.

love. compassion. peace. joy. and hunger for more. 

so that I can start seeing the world through HIS eyes  :)